No, I'm not pregnant. I wish it were that, actually.
About 3 weeks ago my husband handed me a letter saying he wanted a divorce and was leaving that night. Then when I read the letter (explaining why he just couldn't live with me anymore, that he "never should have married me," and that he had had 2 affairs and "accidentally" fell in love with the second woman he slept with), he grabbed his bag and left. Then later that weekend he came and got his stuff.
SO. All that lovely drama basically means that I might not be on for awhile. I've started a professional account (Artzygrrl) but it doesn't have any artwork because I have been really busy lately. And now, I have to get a full-time job to make house payments and buy food (food is important!
). Add to that the fact that I no longer have Windows on my laptop and my tablet is pretty much Windows-only...well, you get the picture. I haven't had much time to doll or paint digitally.
But it's not all bad! I had a fantastic portrait show go up a couple weeks ago (right after hubby left) and I passed the review I was supposed to pass. Milestone accomplished! So, now I just have to finish up my classes in the next couple of semesters and do my senior show.
Really excited about that.
Anyway I am doing fine emotionally and my church family and family-family (and my husband's family, actually) are all taking really good care of me. I have my doggy here at home and am enjoying the change in Wisconsin from spring to summer. And I am not a fake person. This isn't me telling you all that I don't have needs or anything, but you shouldn't lose sleep over it. God is carrying me through this, and I have a greater sense than ever of His love and protection.
Just so you know that I'm not dead or anything. I really, really love you all and I miss my digital art. Maybe I'll get things squared away this summer to get a nice Wacom tablet to use with my CS5 (
) Until then, keep me in your thoughts and prayers, and I WILL eventually make a comeback. Anyone who was ever a fan of Dena's Dreams when it was open knows I EVENTUALLY update...LOL...
Once I get all my paintings back from my professor, I'll photograph them and put them up, probably on Artzygrrl's account.
I count myself so lucky to have such lovely, lovely friends! <3 <3
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